Week end

Obstetrics has been tough. Midterm was tough (period)

Earlier, I had two choices on where to hang out this afternoon. First I was asked to watch a horror movie and head to Tagaytay afterwards. The other is just around the corner where there will be battle of the bands. Unfortunately, my mom did not approve either of the two.

Due to lightning, my poor computer's not functioning anymore. Gaah

I love "itlog na pula/itlog na maalat" but it's expensive and I can't distinguish fresh from rotten ones. I searched for steps on how to make some and found that in English, they're termed as, Salted Eggs in Brine or Pickled Eggs or Salt Cured Eggs. Oo nga naman.

My very obedient and punctual groupmates in Literature did not submit to me before six pm this afternoon.

Billy Blanks motto: to be the best that I can be
Billy Blanks says: Yesterday is history. Today is reality. Tomorrow is a promise.

Yesterday is definitely history! Forget and learn.

wawawa

I'm beri sad.. that's why I worked out this morning for 30 mins.. '^_^ hoping endorphins will do any good to my body and mind.. It's like a coping mechanism.. I also drank green tea for detoxification hoping bad vibes will leave my body. hehehe

I'm never good in swearing and it's bad to swear but I did again anyway.

My Pharmacology unit exam was beri tuff! '^_^ We were rushed and that's my excuse!

I still don't have an assignment in Literature. Tsk3.

I hate our Lit. subject. <--as usual.

Weekends, all I did was drive and accompany my sister for check-ups. Soooo stressful.

I'm beri sad because I'm not sure what's lacking in my life!

On The Ropes to Recovery

"She left me all alone again. This I ask of you, Please Stay with me until she comes back."

Pinagtatawanan ko lang dati (as in way way back) tong kantang to a. Ansama kasi...

Kung dati, ansama ng kantang to.

Ngayon, sobrang sama na talaga.

Kung dati, nakakatawa lang xa.

Nang narinig ko ngayon-ngayon lang, no comment ako.

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I'm a tough woman despite all. I'm wise enough to know when IT'S useless already. I'm human to feel hatred, to have regrets, to criticize, and make mistakes..

It's true that when you come to the point when you're about to do something wrong, "someone" will always pull you back. In my case, it's very different. I didn't know a lot of people care about what I think, what I do, and most importantly, ME as a human. Some of them are not even close buddies of mine. I was very surprised by their efforts to console me. It was empowering and I'm glad they stood by me when I can't stand for myself. Whenever I'm confused, I hardly talk. They do the talking for me, and I'll be okay afterwards. It's as if, they understand what I'm going through.

We all should have lots and lots of friends. In turn, we should also be there for them and thank them occasionally. :D

Ang drama. Nak ng siopao. On the recovery track.

We're done. There's no "We" in the first place, thank God.

It's more fit to say, I'm done.

Though I have... around... 4 or 5 drafts of unpublished & uncut stories of the "issue", more likely I will never post them hehe. This post is cut. Pu*ang ina controversial pala ito! Haha! Asa naman ako!

Good Luck na lamang sa MedSurg at Pharma Unit Exams. Indi na epistaxis, kundi hemorrhage.

Nung nangyayari?

ang coño ng mga tao. pambihira. hehe.

shet, mahal na mahal ko tlga aso ko! ang bait nung vet. mabait na din ako sa kanya. :p

gusto ko ng cat. kahit walang breed. kaso, wla akong pera para ipa-vaccine un. harhar.

wlang pasok. 16, 17, 18, 19, 20. wla ding duty.

nag-inom ako cguro 3 o 4 times na ngayung 1st 2 weeks ng august. wla kasing mgawa?!

pero onti onti lang.

gusto ko ng cat uli. kaso dapat low-maint. haha. minus shedding pa, kaso baka kalmutin ako at magbasag pa ng mga baso sa min. . hmm.. ang hirap i-cat proof ang bahay nmin.

c'mon may online diary na ang bakla kong aso! haha!

Of High Hopes and Dreams

Been thinking. Could it be that I was/AM just overwhelmed by the operating room setting? Been thinking.

..just an ordinary college student, hoping to get 80 at the least in all subjects.

Been kidding a lot on giving discounts on 'future' (dammit) deliveries and C.S. for my female block mates.

Been telling my mom that I won't settle abroad and be a thousand-earning nurse---following the foot steps of my older siblings.

Been telling her, I'm going to proceed to medicine afterwards and hoped that she would support me.

Been asking who else in my batch are going to proceed to med.. Surgery is mostly what I hear as specialization.

Been seriously thinking about it . .

I have high hopes for myself for the humble reason that it's not fortune really that matters. It's how you make yourself to be someone of use. It's one's sense of fulfillment.

My mom asked me to go for it and was very supportive which surprised me A LOT because she was the one who kept on pushing me to just settle on Nursing.

"Nay, magdo-doktor ako."

"E 'di sige. Kaya mo ba?"

Napaisip ako. Napasubo ata ako. Hindi naman ako matalino para mag-ambisyon ng pagiging doktor. Pero, gusto ko e.

"Pag gusto, kakayanin."

"Ano klaseng doktor ba ang gusto mo?"

"OB-Gyne (Obstetrics & Gynecology) ho."

"Aba, mahirap yan, anak. Pero mas hahanga ako sa'yo kung magpa-public servant ka pag doktor ka na."

Ang galing pala manghula ng nanay ko?