All these sick people..

After almost a week of medication prescribed by my first doctor, my cough had worsen from a URTI (upper respiratory tract infection) to yet again (DAMN!) LRTI (lower respiratory tract infection).. I'm so sick of getting respi infections. Idk what's wrong with my immune system.

And so, I consulted a new doctor who is an internist and pulmonologist as well. My sister, he thinks, contracted the infection too, which is from his point of view, macrolide-resistant. Mine has gotten worse and her cough gave her fever and all but was prescribed a less stronger antibiotic which is Cefuroxime. Doctor gave me Levofloxacin for 7 days, and Erdosteine for 2 weeks. I just hope we'll both be well on Saturday.. or else we'll have to get chest x-ray.

Hope it's not a superbug or something.

I'm just gonna pray I guess..

ang mahal tlga magkasakit.. huhu..

meron nanaman ako medications:
clarithromycin 250 mg x 14
desloratidine 5 mg x 14
ibuprofen..

ang mahal ng gamot. takte.. pero alam ko meron pang mas mahal.. sana nga allergy lng to.. kung hindi huhu.. di ko kakayanin ang magiging dx sakin.. either pulmo o GI ang punta ko.. e mas gusto ko na sa GI kesa sa pulmo.. ahuhu.. saklap.. nakaka paranoid! nak ng tokwa..

just you wait and see.. believe me.

May 14, 2008 - One of the worst and best feelings ever! considering, ganito ako at ganun siya.

If I could change the world, I say I would be the sunlight in your universe
And you would think my love is really something good
Baby, if I could - change the world

There are so many ifs and what ifs even though it hurts to give even the least hope. But that is human nature, isn't it? They say, we shouldn't expect, but deep within us, we still do and it's inevitable. It's in our system already.. Why do we hope? Why do we expect? Because part of us know that we'd do more than that with such great pleasure, if only given the chance. Wow, parang text lang a. Haha...

As rational humans, we have endless questions, but as for me, I no longer seek for answers when it comes to love and relationships.. I guess it's not really the right time for this and that. Of course, I do have questions in mind but it's for me to figure out na lang..

I never talked through my mind like this before. It's like I've said all the right things (in my mind nga lang) at the right moment. It's not like me at all..

Ganito lagi ang flow ng sinasabi ko:

May kwento ako sa 'yo/ sa n'yo
Ano kaya? May something kaya?
Toss coin mode
Tambay kina Hope
Pota hindi na lang talaga siya
Wala na sa 'kin 'yun.
Parang walang nangyari. Ganun.
Pero tignan mo naman ginagawa sa 'kin.
Ayun, mahal ko na talaga siya.
Shit. It hurts talaga huhu.
Hindi na lang talaga siya!
Pota ito nanaman siya.
Mahal ko talaga siya. Pa'no gagawin?
Ano ba talaga ako?
At sino ka ba para gantuhin ako?
Ayun. Paulit-ulit-ulit-ulit lahat.

It's a cycle already.. Kaya ewan, sanay na yata ako. I now keep things to myself (ows?) haha. Pero unlike naman before, super drama sa text haha... Sawa na nga sina ace, pat, kesi, may, maan at rubz sa mga drama ko.. haha.

Aun. Mag aaral na ko ng---- orthopedic hardware! '^^

back to reality

resume na uli ng duty bukas... pambihira! haha. natapos din ang 2 weeks na break. ok na din!

wala na kong maidugtong! haha!

magtatype ako ng letter for tool validation. di ko naman maiprint kasi di ko alam ang title!

bat ganun.. wla akong msbi ngaun. haha.

after ko mag ayos ng kwarto (as if) at mag ayos ng thesis files (tlga?!), manonood ako ng crank! di ko matapos tapos! kaso antok na ata ako? atsaka may duty na uli tomorrow. kmusta naman, 4-4:30 am ang call time. buti na lng ihahatid ako! aus.

mas madami pa atang nag text ng happy mother's day kesa sa happy birthday? hahaha.

ok next tym n nga lang!