BALANCE. i know most of my classmates don't know the meaning of this word. LOL. because most of the time, from my assessment, they are either too tired to study or too studious to sleep. it's like a routine already.. them staying at their dorm, to study, to sleep and eat. however, when i ask them about how boring their lives are, i often hear protests. they defend themselves so much that i just laugh at them and tell them how silly they sound.
CVA/ cerebral infarction. this is unfair. I always (as in always) encounter stroke patients. yesterday was my third and is hemiplegic on Left side of his body. gawd. poor man. but he's still lucky he only had mild stroke.
END OF ROTATION in WARD. Next stop: JP OR. gawd I'm going to miss my 2-10 duty. I am nocturnal! LOL.
EVALS. took the exam for 2 hrs. twas draining but i know I will pass nevertheless. our professor made sure that no one gets a perfect score at it. how nice
FOOD. my appetite's back and I'm glad. I'm currently addicted to frozen flat tops!!
JOKE. I feel that nobody's taking me seriously. everyone thinks I'm always joking when I am NOT.
MEMORY...gap. I'm serious. it's true that I'm experiencing it not once but often times. I'm starting to feel like I'm worse than an Alzheimer's patient.
MORNINGS. my everyday school dilemma is to find a parking lot especially during my days on duty. I had to park on the pay-per-parking lots which are so narrow that I had to drive with every caution imaginable.
OF. (osteorized feeding) I was surprised on how easy it is to feed a patient thru OF. Angel and I fed her obtunded patient.
ROOM. My room is so unbelievably clean. If you could just see it! It was like my room during my 2nd yr college days when I constantly clean my room. But today, it was the courtesty of Manang! Still recovering from awe, I asked her, "Manang, favorite mo ba ako?" She replied, "Hinde. Naguguluhan lang talaga ako sa kwarto mo!"
SATURDAY. exactly 2nd week of July. hmm.. it's the dog day, hopefully. but I will study study study for 2 unit tests and eventually prelim exams. it will be tough, i presume!!
SELF. Hath I been selfish? emo time. shet. back then, I would always check on people & forget about myself but there came a time when I needed space from "them" that it all felt right. now, I don't know where I stand to them. they've become alienated to me and I'm starting to feel bad..
I have always been there for them. how can I be called selfish when I was always [always] there? life is so complicated. sometimes, I don't know how to keep pace anymore.
CVA/ cerebral infarction. this is unfair. I always (as in always) encounter stroke patients. yesterday was my third and is hemiplegic on Left side of his body. gawd. poor man. but he's still lucky he only had mild stroke.
END OF ROTATION in WARD. Next stop: JP OR. gawd I'm going to miss my 2-10 duty. I am nocturnal! LOL.
EVALS. took the exam for 2 hrs. twas draining but i know I will pass nevertheless. our professor made sure that no one gets a perfect score at it. how nice
FOOD. my appetite's back and I'm glad. I'm currently addicted to frozen flat tops!!
JOKE. I feel that nobody's taking me seriously. everyone thinks I'm always joking when I am NOT.
MEMORY...gap. I'm serious. it's true that I'm experiencing it not once but often times. I'm starting to feel like I'm worse than an Alzheimer's patient.
MORNINGS. my everyday school dilemma is to find a parking lot especially during my days on duty. I had to park on the pay-per-parking lots which are so narrow that I had to drive with every caution imaginable.
OF. (osteorized feeding) I was surprised on how easy it is to feed a patient thru OF. Angel and I fed her obtunded patient.
ROOM. My room is so unbelievably clean. If you could just see it! It was like my room during my 2nd yr college days when I constantly clean my room. But today, it was the courtesty of Manang! Still recovering from awe, I asked her, "Manang, favorite mo ba ako?" She replied, "Hinde. Naguguluhan lang talaga ako sa kwarto mo!"
SATURDAY. exactly 2nd week of July. hmm.. it's the dog day, hopefully. but I will study study study for 2 unit tests and eventually prelim exams. it will be tough, i presume!!
SELF. Hath I been selfish? emo time. shet. back then, I would always check on people & forget about myself but there came a time when I needed space from "them" that it all felt right. now, I don't know where I stand to them. they've become alienated to me and I'm starting to feel bad..
I have always been there for them. how can I be called selfish when I was always [always] there? life is so complicated. sometimes, I don't know how to keep pace anymore.
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