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At this moment, my batch mates are either watching Harry Potter or are drinking @ Popoy's Grill. Err. While the very obedient daughter named Lei, bores herself off at home because her mom told her so. I really wanted to watch Harry Potter with my block mates then drink liquor (which I doubt I would) @ my friend's house afterwards. Haven't been drinking for a while.. I figured that if ever I were with them right now, I'd probably just lie in bed or drink cold Coke, instead of drinking Red Horse, San Mig LYT or whatever. I just feel tired and depressed from Monday til today, Thursday. I don't know what's wrong with me lately. I feel different from what I used to be. Waw pare bigat!

I hate going out merely because I have to go find a vet to have Laula dewormed tomorrow. Aw. Finally, I can get her to walk outside and show her who the boss really is!! I have to drive to the dentist too, dammit. I just want to lay idly just for one day.. just for one friggin whole day.

But I certainly can't and that's a fact. Sheesh.

This post is absolutely nonsense.

I showed some of my block mates the picture of Laula in my fone and they all went, "Oh, she looks like a toy!", "She's cute.", "She's adorable."

I just told them, "She's a bitch." and they all protested.

I am in antibiotics therapy. I am stressed out. I don't like texting. I hate it when I receive silly messages on my fone. LOL

I hate my Pain & Surg major exam. How could it be so difficult? Dammit.

I hate my Pharma major exam. How could it be so so so damn difficult? Dammit again.

I hate Operating Room topics because I feel I would never be good at anything.

I hate basketball practices because I don't think I'm improving. I'm always the "mahinhin" dribbler and shooter. Gawd I'm such a girl and I can't

I hate my dog because she's stubborn.

I love my dog because she wags her tail whenever she sees me and whenever I talk to her. It's as if she knows how I feel deep inside when I know for sure, she has zero idea what's on my mind. I'm crazy about her because I have so much things in mind that I'd surely buy for her. I give her Dog Bacon treats even though she's not doing anything proper. When Manang scolds her, I keep her away from her. When Manang puts her on her crate. I let her out! When she stinks, I give her "patient" baths. She's most adorable when she tilts her head. I think the reason why I have Laula now is to teach myself some patience, love, and to give in to emotions because I certainly lack these.

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sabi nung katext ko, maganda daw ang prison break. shet gusto ko nun. gus2 ko tlg ng heroes!!!!!! at syempre house. shet, kelangang mg sem break na. napagiiwanan na ko sa mga tv series!! kahit ung Mommy Elvie's Problematic Show wla pa kong napapanood na episode. Bad 3p tlga. haha. ang laki ng problema ko *sob*